i need your help guys. ill be graduating next year. and after that, i will be enrolling in a culinary school. my mom wants me to study in manila. but i only heard few schools and i am not very satisfied with what i have read and heard. can u suggest any school that offers a diploma in culinary arts that is good for one year only? please. i really need ur help.
p.s. -- tuition fee does not matter as long as the performance of the school is good :DDD
 I think to myself, “How do I write a bio without making my private life public.” This essay wasn’t meant to do that anyway, it’s here as a catch-all for everything that goes through this thing I call my brain. There are times when I just want to sit back and write, for no one in particular, sometimes a thought passes me by, sometimes I get this picture in my mind but there’s no way to capture it. I guess with this, I get the chance to do all this and at the same time share my ideas with anyone who’s interested with my life. I’m not after praise and adulation…I know I can’t please everyone, but in doing this, I hope that something in here might touch someone, and might lead to something great someday.It was on the 24th day of July, 1989 at exactly 07:00 in the morning when my mom gave me a natural birth at Madonna and Child Hospital, Cagayan de Oro City. I weighed 5.9 lbs and I was 27 inches tall. They said I brought so much joy to the family because I was the eldest granddaughter of both my mom and dad’s parents that made them so excited for having me.As young as I am today, I can say that I already had my fair share of both ups and downs. I’ve been thru a lot of victories but I’ve also passed thru a lot of trial as well. During my earliest years, as I can remember, I am the princess of my own little kingdom. I was given love by the people around me. The king - my papang, treated me as if I am a true royalty. He gave me almost everything a little girl could ask for. The queen - my mamang, on the other hand, taught me so many things. She taught me to believe in god, in my dreams, in myself and in everyone who loves me. She taught me to have confidence in myself and in how to show the whole world what my talents are. With so much affection, I grew up to be the person they want me to be. They both gave me so much love, care and so much attention for I was the only child then.Being an only child, I was not spoiled for not everything that I want was given to me at first demand. And most of it, I earned it by myself. However, there are also things that are given by my mom and dad, and for that, I consider myself very lucky. Despite the love and care and everything they have given me, there came a point in my life, where I felt alone. It took me years to realize what my problem was until I finally figured out what it is. And my only problem was because really, I was alone. I was the only child though, having almost everything, but I was alone, I felt alone. And that is because I do not have any sibling – a brother or a sister, who can be there for me, to cheer me up and share happy moments with me, someone who I can laugh and play with anytime of the day. But the real problem was my mom is not capable of having another baby anymore. They've been to hospitals and specialists around the country to check if there will be a possibility for her to bear another child. But the answers were all no. So I was hopeless, thinking I would grow old without having anyone whom I can turn too anytime. There were those times that I cry every night that I can sleep with my pillow all wet with my tears.Until one day, my mamang and papang gave me a very wonderful surprise. They brought me two charming baby boys. At that very moment, all I can think of was the joy that I am having brothers, twin brothers. It never crossed my mind that they were never really ours and we were not related by blood or with anything. I just accepted them whole heartedly, treating them more than my family. I loved them with all my heart. I learned to do many things I’ve never done before just because of them. I’ve learned to sacrifice my wants to give them what they want because all I wanted was them to be happy and for them to realize how much we love them. Now, seven years after, they grew up just like me. They are God-fearing, affectionate and caring.Years passed as everyone in my family grew to be fonder and loving to one another that I thought, I had the perfect life. Until one Sunday, my mom woke me up telling me to get up because my grandfather was at the hospital, so I got up as fast as I can and rush to the hospital. As I enter his room, I saw him lying in the hospital bed, with oxygen and a respiratory device attached on him. I was shocked for I wasn’t thinking of that worst picture to happen. I was overly depressed that I did not notice, I was crying so hard praying to God to save my Lolo Lito. Hours passed as I watch him struggling and fighting to live, but it was at 07:09 pm, that the doctor declared, he was dead. I shouted. I was hysterical. I cried so hard without even caring what would others think. I was just so selfish at that time knowing my Lolo was dead. The one person who showed me what a wonderful world we have despite the awful things that are happening. The one person who stood beside me at all times. And the one person who saved me for every trouble I’ve been thru and shielded me from every heartache I could possibly have. At that time, I thought it was the end, the end because my own personal hero had already left me. Days go by, years passed by again that I learned to move on. My grandfather’s death surely caused me a lot of pain, but it also taught me to be independent and to be sensitive to the needs of the people around me. So instead of making myself get stuck to what I have lost, I challenged myself to strive hard and be the best for I know I would really make my Lolo Lito very proud.Many storm had passed by through our lives but I stood still and strong. Till last month, February 10, 2009, a fire caught our whole property, including our house, our store and everything I grew up with. The moment that fire started, I did not realize that everything will turn into ashes and dust in just a matter of minutes. But when I saw my own room burning that’s when I become conscious that I would certainly loose everything. My tears started to run through my cheek, and my heart began beating as fast as it could. I began shouting, thinking I could not do anything to save the only place I call home. Minutes passed, and I did not notice that I was unconscious until a familiar voice woke me up telling me everything was over. I grasp to the reality that everything turned into mere debris. My eyes began to tear once more seeing everything was really gone. Hours passed as I realized that I was staring blankly to the remains of the place I called home. I kept my eye looking straight to the place where I used to play with my brothers. Until I discern that my brothers were also there, beside me, looking and examining my face. Then a thought came into me – I really did not loose everything for I only lost the materials stuffs that I used to have and not my family.Whenever a tragedy comes in my life, the first thing that I try to remember to do is to let go of the past and be fully present in the moment. If not, there can be a tendency for me to drag myself to similar instances from the past into the present, which will only make the situation worse. Instead, I thank god for everything. Like the worst things that had happened in my life, instead of getting myself stuck to that wretched moment, I let myself enjoy the things that I still have. Even though those tragedies took almost all of my well being, I did not let it rule over me for I was thankful enough that I still have my family loving each other and looking out for one another. Life can be depressing at times, I guess that’s normal when you become an adult and realize that you have to learn to face the problems the world is ready to throw at you. It could make you look back and wish you were a child again. Life is so much better off lived simply; sometimes we are so caught up in urban living that we complicate simple things. The best thing to do is just take some time off to think about life and get back into perspective once again.Recently I realized that I was a control freak; that I always wanted to have a sense of balance. Not really immediate balance, but at least an impression that things are going normally. I don’t like sudden disruptions to the schedule. So even if I’m off to a vacation, I really need to make sure that everything is fine before I leave. Unexpected twists can really knock me off normalcy.That’s why I try to maintain a good relationship with the Lord. It is through Him that I find that balance in my life. Growing up in the mission field got me started well, but did work some disadvantages; thinking that I knew Him well enough sometimes gave me no reason to know Him more. I’ve learned my lesson over and over again, I understand today that time spent with Him each day not only makes me whole, it keeps me sane.Of all the things that I had passed and the things that I consider myself, lastly, I refer myself as a philosopher or perhaps a thinker. I sometimes talk to myself, ask myself questions, and think about answers. I once asked myself what drives me, and realized that it was doing the things that I loved, the things that give me fulfillment and satisfaction, the things that make me happy. My happiness is derived from the REAL things in life, a loving family, an awesome best-boyfriend, good friends, and a great God. With all this to drive me, life is truthfully worth living.COMMENTS ARE SO LOVED :) THANKS A LOT! :DDD
often misunderstood about the way i think. always judged because of my actions. but, what is wrong? i am just being the real me. never been afraid and had been courageous enough in expressing my thoughts. but, who cares? love me or curse me, i'll still be like this. i am what i am and i can never be the person that you want me to be. hate me or like me, either way, you're still gonna make me even more famous. used to cry hard everytime i hear someone saying awful things about me. but, i realized that they were one of many people who are not given the ability to think. which means they are dumb and the only thing that they can do is stab other people till there mouth gets rotten. now, my feeling of hatred turned into the feeling of being so sorry. i pitty them cause there mental capacity is at the lowest level. ther are also those who says nothin about me but immitates my style and fashion. before i am xo pissed by them. but, i know that each human being is uniquely created by god. that's why i understand those who don't have their own way of living their lives. obviously they aren't unique cause they are not humans. they are copyCATs. so, better prove to everyone that you are a real person who is one of its kind and has his/her unique sense of doing things.
TRUTH ABOUT COURTSHiP.
basaha jud ni para sa mga lalaki.... kamong mga laki, kung mo tan-aw gani ang mga babae sa inyo, ayaw pod pag feeling2x nga naka angay mi nu? maka turn off na sha... kung mag ask gani mo date, ayaw kayu mo ngisi nga mura nag maniac tan-awon kay mahadlok pod baya mi... kung mo sabay gani mo sa amo, pag sinina pod mog tarong dili nang murag tambay... para mo samot mig ka in lab ninyo bah... pamulbos gamay, pangkolon gamay... panudlay gamay... kung manguyab na gani mo, ayaw ug sulti nga "pwede ko manguyab nimo? or naa koy chance?" kay kung tubagon namo na, mura nag gisugot mo namo... kung sugton na gani mo namo, taronga pod mi oi... dili kay biyaan na lang! usahay himuon pang sulugoon... maid inyong gipangita? do not forget to remind us that you love us... para kiligon sad mi panagsa... ayaw mog pangita ug lain kay wa nay lami! kung makigbulag na gani mo, ayaw ninyo ingna ang girl nga "you're just nothing to me now, understand!?" hehehe... sakit baya nah.... ayaw pud ninyo hulata nga kami mouna ug pansin ninyo if ever magkita ta somewhere.. mao ra to... walay masuko ha.... :) para sa mga babae... kung muingon mi nga gwapa ka, ayaw dayon tubag ug "atik!"...Panagsa ra mi mu dayg ug gwapa...obyusleh, kung gitawag ka nga "gwapa" naa jud mi enteres nimo...kinsa man sad kuno ang tarong nga laki tawagon kang "bati'g nawng!" atubangan sa kadaghanan... Di kaha mi katilaw ug plying kick ana? mangutana gani mi kung kanus-a imong RD ug kung abelabol ba ka ana, kana nagpasabot kung pwede ba ka ma detdet (DATE ba sa ininggles)...ayaw sa mi baraha kay magutana lagi mi nimu ug strait...amo lang gityming-tyming kay mauwawon man sab tawn mi mga kwanggolon... kung nakabantay na ka nga nagsige na mi ug sunod-sunod nimo, maka-baynte na mi ug grit nimo gud morning, or ikaw na lang pirmi tagdon, makig dungan ug uli bisan nort ug sawt, langit ug lupa ang gilay-on sa atong balay wid matching "Ako lang dala sa imo tings beh!", kana ganahan jud mi nimo... Pero sa pirmi natong kinuyog ug detdet (DATE sa ininggles pa), ayaw sad pangutana ug dali-dali "Wat r we?" or sa binisaya pa, "Unsa man jud diay ta?"...Inahak, makulbaan sad mi gamay...we also feel a bit presyur... Kalma lang gud...musulti lagi mi in dyu taym. =) Kung kahibaw na jud ka nga ganahan mi nimo kay nisulti na man jud mi (hala ka!) Ayaw sad sige hisgot sa imo Ex-boypren oi...its hurt man sad...not unlis kung nisturya ka sa panahong gigukod siya sa inyong IRO nga nisutoy siya ug dagan kay por syur I will lap wid u. Hangyo lang sad, kung nakakita ka sa imong crush o di ba kaha nakakita ka ug laki nga purting gwapoha, ayaw sad panguhit namo, "Gwapo kay siya noh?" Hala plis! Laki intawn mi ug dili pud mi kiligon sa imong crush... Masuko ra ba mo mu comentaryo mi, "Gwapo pa man akong lolo ana!" sa panahon nga mag-date na tah, por syur kami man jud gasto, be konsyus wid yor dayet ha para konsyus pud mi sa among bulsa...kung kada adlaw na ta date ug nakabantay mo nga chippy ug tubig na lang among gi-order, KKB na ta ha...salamat sa pagsabot. but op cors labaw sa tanan, ayaw kaayo ni ninyo siryusuha kay basin mu comantaryo mo, mapikon mo ug ibalik ni ninyo nako,mamisti mo....Dyok dyok ra ni... Pero kung dili na jud madala kay naglagot jud mo mga babaye ani...Iporward sa tanang babaye nga kaila ninyo nga wala pa makabasa.... Pag porma dayon mo ug grupo nga Gabriella (lugar ninyo) chapter.... sa mga lalake, kalingawi ninyo ug porward pero ayaw sa inyong naibgan kay basin instant basted niya mo ana! Pahabol: Kung magpakuyog mo mirkado...ayaw pud mi paalsaha ug usa kasakong bugas... Kilo-kiloha pud na...
 i just want you all to know that me and dewey are okey now.. really really okey..=) thanks for all the people who cheered me up when i was so down..=) you all being there for me helped me so much!!!! THANK YOU SO SO MUCH!!! 
current mood: SAD why: LEFT by the WORLD because: ive been very BAD have you ever felt so sad? and there is no one who's shoulder you can cry on too? even you know they are so many people who is ready to help you but still they can't be there to hug you tight and ease the pain even just for a moment. there are those times that you feel nobody is there for you even many said they will be there when you need them. but u still feel dumped and all. all that's written above are the things that im feeling right now. CAN SOMEONE TELL ME WHAT TO DO?
S.O.S. i need someone who can ease the pain that im in right now. don't know what to do anymore. its been saturday when we had hang-out together and just the other night when i received his last txt.. but, hell!! this life sucks. it seems ive never seen him for decades. i wana hear his voice. see his face. and feel his love. god. help!! can't blame him though because its my fault why we had an argument, but i think its not enough for him to treat me like this. well, do hope he'll be texting me as soon as possible.. coz damn!!! im gonna be insane. mz you so much baby.. am really really sorry....=(
 the man behind my happiness. the man who gives me so much joy. my mind, my soul and my heart belongs to him. mr. dewey rosales. luv u so much baby :)
 i never thought i would be happy staying home fer college. after 2 months, i realized how lucky i am to be here. i realized that all the things that my mom and dad's plan are really for the betterment of my life. before the classes started, i was so jealous of my friends and classmates going to far places to study for college. i thought that they would be so free there and never worry bout anything. i was so sad that i'll be here all alone left by the world. but, duh? look now. they are the ones who envy me because im so "hayahay daw" coz i can watch tv, surf the net all night long, got all the new gadgets. i don't even shed a bit of my emotions worrying how to budget my money. that's when i realized that my parents were really right..=) now, with all the new stuff given by them (as "pakonswelo" -bribery. hehehe.) what more could i ask for? nothing!! hahaha. im just overwhelmed by the new kind of attention (its more like freedom) given by my parents to me. it just happened one day that they told me that i could go home alone without a "sundo" (but still, i prefer na pagpahatod and kuha sa school coz i don't want to be messy. arte. hehehe.) and that they will allow me to go to school or anywhere (basta day time lang) without a body guard (following me everywhere - before), one night, they even allow me to go somewhere with my boyfriend and friends (but still with body guards) atleast, unlike before dli jud, they also promised me a trip to hongkong (alone) nxt year. yipee..=) so kids.. better follow what your parents will tell u coz mom and dad really knows the best for us!!!!!!
 naahhh.. i don't think so.. whooooo!! since the day that i was able to think what's better for me, i really dreamed of going somewhere to study fer college.. since then, ive dreamt of being independent and had thought of living and studying in a place away from my mother's mouth and my father's arms.. got what i mean?.. i wanna stay away from being pissed off because of my mom entering into my world.. and stay away from my father's strictness and over protectiveness.. as in.. over!! but hey.. where am i gonna study now?.. still here.. here in the place where i grew up and here in the place where my world revolves around my family and studies only.. god.. im xo xo bored.. when can i have the new world that ive been wanting fer so long? hahai!! wana go in a place where i can shout.. THIS LIFE's LIKE SHIT!!"hahaha.. am xo crazy na jud.. waaaaaaaa.. wana cry in the middle of the road.. hmmmf.. enough na oi.. im done.. ive already put in here what i wana say.. bye!! LOLz.. hope you enjoy reading.. (knsa kahay malingaw ug basa ani noh?!??,, ober!!) LURVE yah everyone..=)
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